Sunday, July 24, 2011

LAS AMO MIS NINAS HERMOSAS


NACI CON ALEGRIA SIN SABER
LOS CAMINOS
LA RISA FUE MI GUIA LA
ALEGRIA EL DESTINO

PASARON AÑOS DE VIDA
PASARON SOLES Y LLUVIAS
PASO LA NOSTALGIA EL
LLANTO Y COMENZO LA MADUREZ

CONTINUE BUSCANDO MI RISA
MIS SOLES MI ALEGRIA
NO SABIA DONDE ENCONTRARLA
CREI QUE YA NO EXISTIA

VI EN LA MIRADA DE MIS HIJAS
UN RAYO DE LUZ
SUS SONRISAS FUERON MI GUIA
VOLVI A SER NIÑA A TENER VIDA

A SABER QUE CADA DIA NACEMOS
QUE FABRICAMOS LA VIDA
QUE LA FELICIDAD ES UNA PROPIEDAD
Y VUELVO A NACER CADA DIA ....

BRENDA, ADELINE Y SYLVYA, USTEDES SON MI FUERZA, SON MI AIRE, SON CADA LATIDO DE MI CORAZON, USTEDES 3 SON MI VIDA ENTERA Y QUIERO QUE SEPAN QUE LAS AMO DESDE LO MAS PROFUNDO DE MI CORAZON Y QUE POR USTEDES VOI A LUCHAR MAS FUERTE Y VOI A SALIR DE ESTA DEPRESION SE LOS JURO MIS NINAS, SOLO ESPERO QUE SIEMPRE CONFIEN EN MI PORQUE ESO ME DARA LA FUERZA QUE NECESITO PARA SALIR ADELANTE. LAS AMO ASI COMO AMO A MIS ANGELITOS Y COMO ME DIJO SYLVYA ~TOGETHER FOREVER~

Monday, January 17, 2011

Don't Make Assumptions

Assumptions - saying something that presumes you know what another person is thinking, feeling or doing... Doing that always hurt the person about whom they're made and creates a barrier between you and your partner... Remarks like - you don't care about me as much as i care about you, you don't do for me what i do for you, and much more... All these remarks have the effect of closing down the other person and limiting reality to our interpretation of it... Basically we are saying, " I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHATS GOING ON WITH YOU AND I DON'T NEED YOUR VERSION OF THE STORY " Assumptions usually feel like a violation to the person being perceived... They are reduction of the true complexity of reality and a negation of the other person's essence, taking away his or her uniqueness and freedom  of expression... Assumptions close off possibilities by making people withdraw and hide out even more... Eliminating assumptions opens  the flow to real conversation  in which lovers can show their real selves and discover the beautiful particulars of one another..
"NEVER MAKE ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT THE ONE YOU LOVE"    

Reality & Fantasy

I find myself thinking every day about what's real in my life and what's fantasy and i come to realize that there is much more fantasy then reality... Its not hard to figure out why fantasy is wining, when someone is not happy with their life or the way that some aspects are turning out you find yourself imagining thinks that you want, well at least i am talking about me... Fantasy is beautiful i can be anywhere i want to be or be with anyone i want to be with its just perfect but when reality hits all the beautiful thinks just disappear, all the beautiful colors pinks, greens and blues turn into blacks, greys and whites... Its really hard to deal with situation like this because i feel lost, i feel like i am in a place where i don't belong, where i don't want to be and at the same time i feel stuck in that place like i don't have a way out, i have felt like this since i was a little girl, that's why i like fantasy more then reality...
Sometimes the only way out of reality is the fantasy... 

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Me Myself And I

Another day goes by and the only feeling i have inside of me is pain... Pain of not being happy, pain of not having next to me who i love, pain of evrything that is not here with me... I wish that thease words taht i am writing ware happy words but the feeling happy left me alone and as this post its called its only ME MYSELF AND I + PAIN, there is nothing else to say or write.....